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Saturday, September 17, 2005
1:25 AM

im not in the right mood for anithing now. ~~everything~~ EVERYTHING just comes crashing my mindd all of a sudden.

well. was toking to jer. about GUYS~ yeah. am veh negative. u see. when guys say forever. dun EVER believe them okie. dun be stupid idiotic fools. blinded by sweet nothings. the 'so-called' assurance. an quan gan~ the endless and countless promises given. just wadever they could say outta their mouth. tian beng di lie. hai ku shi lan. not being dumb. its time to wake up from those dreams of 'fairytales'~ hiaks. wadeverr. not pinpointing anione. just trying to express my point of view. aniwaes. thanks jer fer ass-ingg those pple.
^~[j]ErEm[Y]~^ [pool] {maple story} sianz... [initial d] (dota) says:
those ppl who tink u bitch are asses
hiaks. whoever u are. if u tink im a bitch~ I AM~ wadever views from u bothers me not. just tink the way u wan. as long as u lurve it~ just in case there is ani of such person. i pray u wun get as bitchy as i may be.

laaz. wads next. im on cloud nine. exultant and thrilled. MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! yess! damnnnn good! realised the panda eyes i've would tell u how much sleep is deprived from me all this while. SUPERB tired! could feel im almost dying anytime i close my eyes. results results. 6 october. shall see..

aniwaes. i lurved the job. but just to avoid those uneasiness and discomfort i may cause if i go back to it. i decided not to. no point making myself uncomfortable thru' my working days. i reckon i'll be better of somewhere or aniwhere in tis case. who fault now? lets argue no more. fer the whole of years. we spent our time with tat. am really tired. just be urself. and yah. be happy.

im stress. the number of eyes looking at me. their knowings and my uncertainty about them. knowing my stuffs. how much do they noe? and how or what did they perceive me as? arghsssss. sucks. wadever. not making any sense of wad im trying to say. kinda down. not in the mood. takecare all.

thanks hd!~ i lvled~ =D

<3 me if youu dare-`